nao existe amor...ponto

a agressividade no meio da delicadeza
todos nós tentamos ser fortes por que assim a sociedade exige, mas somos fracos, feitos de pelo, carne, osso e sentimentos, somos finos e delicados
embora sejamos obrigados a assumir a dureza da insustentável leveza de ser
bombas relógio prontas e explodir
assim são nossos sentimentos
lindas imagens de pessoas felizes em porta retratos
mas a hora que a voz grita, gritamos ajuda, desespero, solidão, mesmo que a dois
os sós gritam a falta
os unidos gritam a solitude
quanta incogruencia
no fim gritamos insatisfacoes
sós ou acompanhandos, sentimo-nos sós
e esse é o aprendizado da humanindade,
aprender que a vida
independentemente de qualquer coisa
é aprender a ser feliz consigo mesmo
ou seja
ser so
porque depois
ate quando acompnhando
existe a solidao
amor amor amor
nao peça nada dele a nao ser sentir e viver seu próprio amor
e as pessoas acham ainda que amor é sentir de volta
somos egoístas, egocentricos, doentes pelo outro,
mas mal sabemos quem somos nós
a gente prefere buscar no outro o que nao queremos enxergar em nos mesmos
doenca
vivemos uma sociedade com cencas doentes de habitos e pensamentos e atitudes insanas
tenho pena dessa vida
e meu maior sofrimento e justamente viver essa vida
como queria transpassar essa pseudo realidade...
mas tudo sao barreiras de viver, tudo sao barreiras de sentir
somos uma sociedade que nem os melhores escritores poderiam imaginar, muito menos prever, nem ao menos descrever
sao absurdos de vidas tao vazias em uma superficialidade tao exibicionista, na qual o eu é só o que existe...
uma pena...

me dê um gole de vida

sempre duas almas assustadas com as feridas de outrora...até se provar que um ao outro se bastam e que existe confiança. Sentimentos animais, a desconfiança é sempre a primeira defesa, assim como o medo...hoje as pessoas vivem na defensiva, como animais acuados...triste, né!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xo-gBWX_jXc

in the compass of the unknown

e quando a gente sente que os minutos sao tao poucos
e os segundos sao tao raros
cada momento que passa tem um valor muito maior
o tempo é a espera da vida
ou talvez seja o contrário
a espera é o tempo da vida
por que tudo o que vivemos é espera, esperança, expectativa?
buscamos o amanhã no ontem,
ao mesmo tempo que buscamos o hoje no amanhã
e o hoje é sempre a expectativa do ontem, na espera do amanhã...
somos a busca incansável pelas respostas
que nem perguntas temos
então, para que queremos respostas?
Todos pensam ter a fórmula, o caminho do certo e do errado
mas no fim isso é tudo tão subjetivo
a gente imprime ansiedade, sofrimento, ausência, dor, decepção...
mas não enxergamos que fomos nós que fizemos as escolhas
o peso da culpa é sempre mais leve se jogado para fora de nós
o medo de ser só incomoda
buscamos mascarar a solidão em paliativos
que saciam a fome do agora
abatem a solidão de ser um
mas que não necessariamente conectam-se
como peças de um quebra-cabeça
que são únicas, mas se completam
uno e indivisível
assim como o tempo não pode se desprender
passado, presente e futuro são um só
um ser
que caminha um percurso
cada qual o seu caminho
às vezes nos cruzamos
temos que saber dizer adeus
poucos seguem lado a lado
não importa
temos que saber caminhar adiante
nossos desejos
nosso instinto nos guia
o coração é a bússola
e para onde ele vai
é para lá que vou

para o primeiro e único astronauta que já existiu para a bailarina

e depois de ouvir isso, realmente...bate a lembrança e ele ainda está lá...e apesar de tudo ela espera..nem a bailarina entende o por que...mas nunca vai esquecer...

                                                           "Always On Your Side"

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
My demons and my angels reappear
Leavin' only traces of the man you thought I'd be
Too afraid to hear the words I always feared
Leavin' you with only questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FseuxxcTlvA

open your eyes

never looked so deep in someone else's eyes as i look into yours
and that day i knew i found what i was missing, what i needed, what i wanted
the silence we speak is more than words could ever express
your presence is my harbour
safe from loneliness
even though is full of fear
that the distance will bring us apart
there's loneliness, there's insecurity
but is like a blessing
that someday i met you and even if this is bound to die
i will never ever forget the invisible connection we had
so far i don't know if it's love, passion, smitteness, enchantement
the only thing i know is that you are and will always be
a part of me lost in the world forever
what we have is single
as i can say for my whole experiences so far
i hesitaded 'cause i kney there would be suffering
and i was tired of getting hurt
but i jumped into you
not because i needed something to hang on to
but just because i had to try this single experience
inspite of everything the only thing i'm pretty sure
right now in my life is that i want you
don't know how,
don't know why
but no one else ever took my heart soul and mind as you
as if you were part of me
a missing peace in me never ending puzzle
you are the part that was missing
even though you are so far
you bring me this idea and a peace no one ever was able to give me
and as i said before
i'm glad i found you
i cherish each moment with you
maybe that's why i don't say much
'cause i wanna keep each second with me forever
i don't know how this is going to end up
i swear i hope it doesn't
'cause i just don't want to waist a minute without you
but no matter what happens
your presence is all i wait for

when all we've got is the desert of the time

No matter how long
it doesn't matter how far
doubts and questionings are always there
in the middle of loneliness
you go after of all the resources that are left
and you play with your toys as kids on a playground
but anyhow
something are still missing
and you wait for the unexpected
you play for what gives you meaning to
but then what you feel is for real
might be just a game to someone else's play
while I play it for real
you lost endless searching ever for you own soul
is running after the lost time
and made me just something on your list
but listen wild adventure soul
I believe in you
I'm doing all I can just to have a chance on your side
but what hurts me most it's to know for you I'm just someone else
who you are used to leave behind
so never make myself a game
to put any choices to brake
I might be loosing sleep
but that's not all
what you promise me
is what I worship on

it's all about trust there's a little bit of faith
when you truly believe in a love
it's bound to make

I don't give up what I trust
But what fears me most
is having you away

Love comes and goes in diferent ways
although it was you I made a choice

I've given all of me for you
no matter how far
we've been through

The only thing I've ever ask for
is please just come and follow my love

I wouldn't exitate if I only had a choice
but I know how ephemerality goes
and if someday I meant something
as times goes by
I'm just one more
of your play games of virtual insanity

who am I to judge you
if the way we met was so unreal
as your own reality

Just let me tell you something
if you don't remember how we met
I remember every single step

And you know what hurts me most
You declare you were in love for something that you didn't even know if it was real
'cause you don't remember

For a true hurt love
What remains is the magic of the moment

but then you become a lie

of something that actually might never been happened

And some truly love get lost in space and time

'cause some stories we believe it will be for sure

The only difference

I remember everything