You are a forever living part of mine

I spent my whole night dreaming of you
I fell asleep thinking of you
I deny myself of your existence
But I cannot deny you are still here
All along
I don't yearn and burn anymore
Still I long your presence
You were something I could never be able to classify
You mean something
And I will never understand why
Maybe it was meant to be
As well as it was meant to go
But somehow I feel
You are here around me
Even if only in thoughts
Or dreams