This is a men's world

For tough girls in this world, nothing.
What is wrong for girls to hang out all alone at a bar after a hard work day?
Well, it seems everything is wrong with her.
People look as if she might be out of this world...girls, guys, everyone.
But then, why it is so right to men to do the same?
Well, let's go back in history when women were supposed to stay at home taking care of the children while women at bars were looking for money...
Now back to 2014, women make as much money as men and even though society make believe we are on the same level, still prejudice is all over
And woman is not supposed to be out on the streets by themselves
Or they look weird at to you
People walk by homeless as something usuall on a day by day frame of society
But don't dare to be a girl out at a bar all alone
It will be an offense to all that society have ever set as the place where women should stand in this world
And the biggest mistake of all is to care too much about what others think and to judge people so much
For what they don't even know.
It does not matter prejudice is all over and it is already made up.
For any action a reaction
And if you just want to sit and think
Well, maybe there's something wrong if you are a woman
Judgements are all around
Each one will have an opinion
But you never ever be left alone without anyone noticing
They will actually leave you alone but as an aberration
A caged animal in a zoo
Something society never expects from women

Denial

Still fighting a war against myself
One that says, never give up
While the other says it is time to move on
There is nothing left to decide
Just a broken heart not ready to move on
Forcing itself in a weird life of lies
While love lives there screaming to be true
Of something it will never be
It was just a touch of hands
When it all began
Lost in space and time for life

I used to believe and it was a lie

I try to make sense of things
I look around, close my eyes, feel the breeze and it is all soothing.
Still, things keep to insist in not make any sense at all.
It all begins from the moment I open my eyes and you are not here and, then, I remember you have never been
The sensation that fills my whole self is that it is all an illusion from which I will never be able to heal
I became a painful numbness being unable to erase the past, locked to the world, distrustful of love
It is all a lie, it has always been
But I blinded myself to it
and now I cannot erase what it was
If only I could have chosen to say no
The night you touched my hands
If only I could have closed my eyes the night I looked right into yours and saw so deep into your soul and inhaled your essence
If only I had the strength to say no more
Here I am,  locked in the emptiness of lonely memories
If only I could just close my eyes forever to have the peace of not longing you anymore
But even then when I close my eyes I see yours