Shot in the dark

We are so intense and I am afraid this might end as it started
I know I am not able to handle this again
You are not the first
But I do hope you will be the last
We laugh
We entwined
We share
With no fear
Albeit deep inside I am always afraid how this might end, out of nothing, in the heat of the moment
I lived this before
I don't have to go through this once more
Please, for the last time
Be true
I am being my whole self
And giving you my whole
For the last time
But I know I might fall again
Even though I am not ready for this