Thursday, March 29, 2012

And then u state something unexpected


Let me say u something...really true
'cause I'm always true and never afraid to hide...
'cause I don't really have anything to loose,
or don't have to waste playing foolish games...although I manage to play it...as stupid as it may seem...
I broke my own rules!
And I fell so hard for u
eventhough I know I should't
And u know that, of course!
I don't even know who you are
So
Game over!!!!!
Won't waste time
Won't bother
I was just taking too long to recon' it so
Bye XX

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

no you boys will never care

how much longer will we keep this game we're playing?
is that all?
and the sweetest and most simple moment we ever had
was just a moment with no lingering?
just one chance to get to know you
that's what I'm asking for
but you seem to don't care at all
don't need promises, not even looking for commitments
although I try to find a way in to your heart
don't you ever wonder?
so many questions unanswered
so many stories to share
but we only share our bodies
and my soul gets fed from your touch
and my heart overflow with hopes and dreams
and most of all expectations
of moments that will never happen
stories that will never be shared
questions to be unanswered
lovers that will never love
and hopes that will keep hoping
with so little expectation
you linger in me

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Protect me from what I want

Dos silêncios mais próximos estão todas as explicaçōes
Dos momentos, lembranças
Sem carinhos
Sem promessas
Sem registros
Um novo e possível amor
Se foi
Não quero lamentaçōes
Esse verão durou menos que o esperado
E ficará na lembrança
Como o começo de um recomeço
Seu encontro inesperado
Como o destino sempre nos
Pregando peças
Para você
Talvez coincidências
Que não signifiquem nada
Para mim um sopro de esperança
Que talvez um dia
Ou só mais um dia
Que eu resistirei

Thursday, March 15, 2012

come to my sweet melody

don't play me a fool

just give up

or surrender

let's give it a try

come closer

and sweat me

give a little chance

to show me

who you are

let me show you

my inspirations

feels of expectation

so warm you

dry me out

and you come

and then you go

excuses after

last calls

so many games

i'm sickening

of playing

let's just

get this thing

a start up

at once

give me a sip

of your

sweet and sour

smell so unforgettable

and lips that

reach my everything

and arms that touch my soul

and make me sleepless

and desiring

what i can't have

just come

come

come to my sweet melody

Sweet Emotions

it's like a roller coaster

filled with sweet emotions

but that doesn't make me quiet

and i run and yell

i drive and write

scream and shout

play and fool

all at once

and this way

life goes on

lonely and noisy

smooth and jazzy

that's my solitude

filled with music

written words

thoughts and dreams

sweet you rock

sweet you roll

feet on the ground

head connected

and heart in the sky

dreamer as it can be

eager for one try

of this dessert

once more

but hurry

time is short

tomorrow is today

is rushing on me

just slightly

Monday, March 12, 2012

lingering summer

meu jardim tem saudades

e também tem paixões

todo dia regado de esperanças

o verão já se vai

levando consigo

momentos e lembranças

inesquecíveis

nesse jardim cultivo amizades

cumplicidade de dias difíceis,

mais ainda de dias especiais

embriaguez de felicidade

transbordando das flores

que permeiam esse jardim

cheias de sonhos

como a brisa da noite de luar

sonham com o orvalho da madrugada

para envolver as pétalas

e com a magia

que esse verão nunca se vá

Friday, March 09, 2012

Pierrot le fou

Ferdinard: You see? I was right

Marianne: What about?

Ferdinard: You didn't believe we'd always be in love.

Marianne: No. I didn't...

[singing]
Marianne: I never told you I'd love you all my life. Oh my love, you never swore to adore me all your life. We never made promises like that, knowing me knowing you. We never thought we ever would be caught by love fickle as we were. And yet, and yet, step by step, without a word between us, bit by bit, feelings slipped between our merry mingle bodies and words of love rose to our naked lips. Bit by bit lots of words of love began to mingle gently with our kisses. How many words of love? I never would have thought I'd always want you. Oh my love, we never would have thought we two could live together and not get bored. Wake up every morning and be just as surprised to be just as happy in the same bed, desire nothing more than that oh so banal pleasure of feeling so good to be together. And yet, and yet, step by step without a word between us, bit by bit our feelings bound us tight in spite of ourselves, bound us tight forever Feelings stronger than any words of love known or unknown. Feelings so wild and so strong. Feelings we never thought were possible before. Don't ever promise to adore me all your life. Let's not make promises like that knowing me knowing you. Let's keep the feeling that this love of ours, this love of ours, will be short and sweet.
[stops singing]

Ferdinard: Anyway, we'll know when we're dead... in 60 years... we'll know if we were always in love.

Marianne: That's not true, I know I love you, but I'm not sure about you.

Ferdinard: I do, Marianne, I do.

Marianne: Well, I'll know soon enough.

Thursday, March 08, 2012

Rockstar

In this full moon I need you
Don't disappoint your grouppie
Keep that i n mind
I'm just going after you
For your invitation
Soon
Don't leave alone in the crowd
Do I deserve
Some more
Give some respect
And consideration
That's all I need at night
And then some pleasure
To fulfill
And everything else
Is just useless
Hottie
Be my rockstar
Just once more

Última Lua Cheia De Verão - tudo se transforma

Lua cheia
Lua branca
Neste ceu iluminado
Que nao pertence so a mim
Nem a nos dois
Essa forca e energia
Que me evoca
Essa agonia
De te ter e querer
E amar todo dia
Quem pensa que é
Para chegar assim
Sem nem saber
E arrebatar
Na incerteza
Me conquistar
E sem querer te quero
E sem pensar
Te escrevo
O quanto desejo
Recebo o vazio
Completo
De sua ausencia
Inesperada
Que surge como
Chuva de verão
Nesse verao
Que nunca acaba
E guardarei na memoria
Por um momento
Que sem pretensão
Mudou minha vida para sempre
Voce nao sabe quem é
Mas eu guardo o que foi
Um novo sol a nascer
Em uma nova vida que segue
Um recomeco
Que nao precisava
De um despertar
Assim
Como foi
E abriu de novo
A alma
É vida
Ao menos
Mesmo que vire ferida
Afinal
Tenho gravado em mim
Para sempre o recomeco
De tudo
De sempre
Constante

Potpourri

Nuvem preta desse céu
Guarda minha oração
E o tempo pára
Nada muda de lugar
Nessa outra dimensão
A incerteza acaba
Choverão estrelas enfim
Estrelas de ti sobre mim
Gira o mundo devagar
Sabe bem sua razão
Gira sobre o nada
Fecho os olhos pra rezar
Brilha a cruz na escuridão
Da tarde que se apaga
Choverão estrelas, enfim...
Não te quero ter, pois em meu ser tudo estaria terminado...
Quero só que surjas em mim como a fé nos desesperados...
Para que eu possa levar uma gota de orvalho nesta terra amaldiçoada...
Que ficou em minha carne como uma nódoa do passado...
Eu deixarei...
Tu irás e encostarás tua face em outra face...
Teus dedos enlaçarão outros dedos e tu desabrocharás para a madrugada...
Mas tu não saberás que quem te colheu fui eu...
Porque eu fui o grande íntimo da noite...
Porque eu encostei minha face na face da noite e ouvi a tua fala amorosa...
Porque os meus dedos enlaçaram os dedos da névoa suspensos no espaço...
E eu trouxe até mim a misteriosa essência do teu abandono desordenado...
E eu ficarei só como os veleiros nos portos silenciosos...
Mas eu te possuirei mais que ninguém, porque poderei partir...
E todas as lamentações do mar, do vento, do céu, das aves,
das estrelas,serão a tua voz presente, tua voz ausente,
a tua voz serenizada.
(paralamas/VM)

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Closer

You turned my head
In a way I can't explain
I'm far from having you
And closer to loosing me

All songs I hear
I think about you
Everywhere I go
I look for your face on the crowd

I have no idea of who you are
You don't know anything about me
Wonder if you ever think of me
Even if it is for a second of your week
You told me once you did
Though I doubt it

Just wanted you for a little while
I don't ask for much
Won't demand anything
But your presence
Your touch
Kiss
And everything else

I'm closer to loosing me
And wonder if you ever
Think of me
And our moments

I need you tonight
Come freed me
From you

Monday, March 05, 2012

The fear of what doesn't exist - the prelude for falling

does lust always come before love?

does love come from lust?

are those feelings for real?

why am I so scared?

who are you?

i know so far lust is all I got for you

and all you have to give me

but do you want something else

or is that all?

are you interested in getting to know me?

all those many questions

unanswered

the few hours spent together

are not enough

to make so much damage

the emptiness

filled with fear

of getting hurt

although this is not new for me

I haven't felt like this for so long

who gave you permission to come into my life

like this?

out of nothing

to occupy my thoughts

expectations

without hopes and dreams

my feet on the ground

just letting go

to see where's going to take me

I'm scare

that's a risk I have to take

if this ends up with me getting hurt

I'll just know that I'm alive

just living today

so far it's infatuation

Sunday, March 04, 2012

Soundtrack of our hours

sua aparição do nada

é como um sopro de esperança

de que isso pode durar

mas ao mesmo tempo

um jogo perigoso

eu me entrego

você, um mistério

nossos encontros perfeitos

a trilha sonora não poderia expressar melhor

os momentos

as poucas horas

o toque

o sabor

o cheiro

o prazer

a música nos guia

o calor consome

o fogo alimenta

o jogo segue perigoso

e eu estou perdendo

irá você se entregar

improvável

eu criei as regras

você aceitou o jogo

e me dei por vencida

entregue em seus braços

o descanso perfeito

e esse foi o erro

a entrega

não te quero

mas desejo

nossas mensagens

enigmáticas

tão livres

tão soltas

puro desprendimento

mas assim me sinto

sem medo

mas sem querer

me vejo

entregue

sem controle

perdida

na espera

de uma única resposta