Monday, March 05, 2012

The fear of what doesn't exist - the prelude for falling

does lust always come before love?

does love come from lust?

are those feelings for real?

why am I so scared?

who are you?

i know so far lust is all I got for you

and all you have to give me

but do you want something else

or is that all?

are you interested in getting to know me?

all those many questions

unanswered

the few hours spent together

are not enough

to make so much damage

the emptiness

filled with fear

of getting hurt

although this is not new for me

I haven't felt like this for so long

who gave you permission to come into my life

like this?

out of nothing

to occupy my thoughts

expectations

without hopes and dreams

my feet on the ground

just letting go

to see where's going to take me

I'm scare

that's a risk I have to take

if this ends up with me getting hurt

I'll just know that I'm alive

just living today

so far it's infatuation

No comments: