The truth hits you someday...

For the first time ever my heart is telling me, it's time to let him go
I've done everything I could
And maybe it was not enough
Or probably I was taken for granted
And what I feel is undervalued
I love, I feel, I gave my all, I tried
For nothing
For maybes
For someone who never valued what I am, what I fell, all I've done...
I miss him each and every second, but for what? For nothing...
He don't have promises, nor plans, and the ones he've got I'm not in...
Sometimes we try so hard to believe, until we see it was all lies...I was just one more of his games, a holliday treat, with one difference...I, myself, believed it was true and fought for it to happen...
Dreaming of a tale that was meant to have a sad ending, unfortunatelly.
When I look at him, when I go through what we lived, I see a match...but I was just one more...ohh that hurts
How can I trust people that much?
I just wish it was not a lie...when it was...so sad....I believed
But when you love someone
You expect somehow to get back the same feelings
And after all you have done
The only answer you get is
"Not sure"
"Won't promise"
Well, I was a fool for falling in such a big way, because I believed!
I've been waiting for him for a year
And all I get is doubts...
That kills me so bad, that maybe, I finally realized, it's time to move on
Such a waste of feelings...it could have been the coolest story ever, but it turned to nothing...just sad
Maybe I deserve better
Because I've done everythig I could
And that hurts me so bad