when you turned me into me

I'm not ashamed of who I am
But I think you do
I don't care if you don't mind
But I think you do
I let go of all that hurts
At least I try
And you just go on
I keep track of all of our times
You don't even know where to
I remember all the words
You just pretend you lost me so
It all lingers on me so hard
for you it just passes so fast
I want so little
You just don't want anything
I miss
You flee
We pretend
You come
I hide
you show
I flee
You run
Then I start to run
you begin to avoid
and then all over again
We are just two strangers
pretending we don't know
forgeting that we met
one day
on a summer night
with only us to witness
and it was ever falling
though it was so strong
we would never understand why
But the feelings still remain
the touch, the feel, the pain
one memory of the most naive kiss
and some hope of love
that was the day I got lost on you
although I always knew
you would never be mine
free souls
so much alike
are not meant for each other
but just to cross each other's lives
and give something more than meaning
its a feel that could not be spelled
to be it had to end
in my memory it will always remain
as the story of becoming me