Can I believe

I just wanted to believe this story could someday have a happy ending
Although I know your heart is not mine and that each and every day the more I think of you your thoughts are getting farther away from me
I'm just some memories of good fun times a glimpse in the movie of your whole life
on the other hand you are the one my heart belongs to
I lived so many lives in this one
I know this feeling and it doesn't happen often
It's just not the feel the touch
But also the energy that emanates and surround us when we are together
Your eyes...when I close mine I always see deep in yours as if you were right here facing me
Your voice as if you were whispering in my ears
Your touch
And I'm in heaven and hell all at once
It's not just moments but the way we are together
The little things about
And I love it all
The longing the yearning burns my heart and soul
Your presence is my peace
Loving you is part of me