One of those I never have the courage to send

I've been putting up with so much lately, that the longing and yearning and missing you is just too much for me to handle.
I need to get over you for my own good.
Keeping you in me is just too hard
I need to say goodbye
I'm weak and have been feeling so blue
I need to move on
Focus on my work
Keep life going
Quit building up illusions
Put my feet on the ground and keep moving forward
Maybe someday somewhere
We might run into each other again
But I cannot live my life waiting for this day to come
It hurts so much
And I know you don't care
I have the feeling I'm just bothering and annoying you with all my chatting
When what you just want is to keep going with your own life
I might as well just do the same
Don't get me wrong
I just need to let you go of me...or at least try.