Giving up temptation

I have to admit i'm weak
And i give away easily for temptation
But somehow it's to punish myself for not having what i want...what i need
...
Life alone is not easy
And sometimes you need to fill your needs
I don't want it even though i need it
It's fisiologic
But the irony is that
The more i love you
The less this makes it real
And however i've been stupid
There's always reason
And then i'm more sure than ever
Have to be strong to avoid my sins
Love is farther away from that
But i'll swear to myself
I'll be strong enough
I have a love stronger than that
I should have understood this before
But then we are just humans
Making it always wrong until we get it right
Out of naiveness and insecurities and fears never discussed before
And no matter how many mistakes
Words misplaced
Is you i love
And for that there will never be no regret
However all the love
I'm just human
Lonely and insecure
In the middle of a crowd
Of emptyness
Solitude
Loneliness
And being with you is anthing but that