The void and the silence are louder than my cry

Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking about you
That all the missing could go away
I want you so much in my life
It feels like a void inside me
Last night you were not there
That was my only birthday wish
And it didn't come true
It would be my best gift
But this is real life
And surrounded by so many people I was there...alone
I wonder how I could have you in my life
But you are not here for me
When I need you the most
I don't need you to save me
I just want to share my world with you
Time passes by
And we start to figure
Life is just that
No matter how hard we try
Everything we love the most
Just goes away
We cannot control someone else's feelings
How can I let you go
When I just hold on to you
I got a taste and now I want it all