Tired of it all

And then I met him
I was never the same again
People come and go
And always leave a part of them
And that changes you forever
But this time was different
He changed me in some other way
I cannot explain exactly how
I feel as if I have lost myself
Since he is gone out of my life
I keep trying to understand what is going on
It simply does not make any sense anymore
Everything lost meaning
The days are just countless hours of boredome
While my dreams are filled with hopes
And then I wake up and reality makes sure I understand clearly
Is better to sleep and not to think
I'm tired of being sad
So sick of this heartache
Nothing seems to change this everlast state of mine
It's all a mess inside and outside
Just like a terrible nightmare
Cold surrounded by strange caracters
Alone trying to runaway but the more I try the less I move
I was told from the beggining don't hurt him
But I was the one who got hurt and deceived
And even before that I was told this was coming to me as a lesson
I should have kept myself away from this
It was a trap from the start
My naive heart so foolish and dreamy believed it
All lies
Just one more story
One more adventure
Wish I could be stronger to know the right time to say goobye
Instead, I insisted in living a lie
To go dthe deepest I could for nothing
Just to hurt even more
No I lost a piece of me
At peast my heart is in peace
I've done everything in my reach
But as the song say
Love is a two way street
So I've trying to put my heart to sleep
To forget who you are
To bring myself back
To see with brighter eyes
And live my life as I've always lived
Without you