broken hurts

It`s no easy to say how it feels
then you open up with all the strengh you could gather
to say out loud things that you keep for yourself for so long
just to get hurt
disappontment is made out of high expectations
builg from yourself
from within
when you want something so much
and create expectations so high
untill you find out
you believed in lies all along
because you were so blindly in love
that you could believe in anything
you try to fleed from you owm feelings
you burst in cry
you suffer
you long so much for someone
it kills you inside
and all this is for nothing
because on the other side
someone just despise you
don`t even care if you are ok
don`t take any consideration
for your feelings
for all that you`ve done
don`t take for granted how hard it was
to take the courage to say all that you said
when you opened your heart
for all the ways you tried to reach for him
don`t care about your suffering
if you miss the moments together
don`t even mind to question why you try to cut the rope
you just figure
it was all lies
he never even care
and then you`re broken
forever