I could finally see...sorry

I just have no words anymore
To express how I feel
I love you that's all
Sorry if sometimes I burst all my sorrow
It hurts so much to be so far
Someday I'll get used
Someday I'll forget
I feel so embarrased
I've been keeping what I really feel and think for so long
I knew I shouldn't have said anything
Now it's to late
My impulses were stonger
But none of it is a lie
That's how I truly feel
Wish I could know you better
Wish this could be easier
Why did I have to meet you
Life couldn't be easy on me
For a change
I will work my way to overcome this
I give up
Won't be easy
But I know I can
Sorry
That's the way it should be
I'm too blindly in love to see it
When there is no happy ending for us
Wish it could all be different
Wish you could be here with me
Sorry