no matter how much I love
what I fear the most
is how this could go wrong
most of the times it does
I'm tired of this ever trying
I am wasted of the changes
I need the peace of your presence
The calm of your unquietness
even though the unquietness of your absence is giving me more than I could ever believe i would be able to take
what a challenge for such a briused and naive heart to take
I have all my weakness
when I throw myself to the lions
and open myself in flesh and bones
I don't regret any of that
'cause I am true
albeit all the questionings
I know the truth
that's how i keep my feelings
It's all in me
and it changed me so much
someway I thought I never could
it was not you
but the way i feel for you
that matters so much to me
so if its not supposed to be
you will always be part of this
you thaught me to believe in my own feelings
that I can feel and love
even though I am not corresponded
I love still
I can live with this feeling
someday I told someone
no matter what
in some way I know
you will always be part of my life
we will always be connected
despite what the future brings
you will be always part of me
that's how I love you
about the missing
this, no even words could be always able to explain
just need you each and every sencond
only the moon and the stars hear my crying
There are no measurement for such feelings
I just learn day by day how to deal with it
the weirdest part of it all
I hardly know you
and yet I feel it all
maybe that's why I scared you
my intensity
because you don't know I was raised by the night
under the moon and the stars
and in the day I hide
and I always hid myself from everyone
I know how deep my feelings are
I carry the ancient knownledge
I know the ephemerality of the life
therefore I live up to the most
but when my heart starts to beat on a different pace
that's when my flamely, intense, firely self comes out of its own cocoon
to give, to raise, to cherish, to bring up, to leave myself
and it's all to love
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