no more "I love you's"

And then I realized

It wasn't me who left your life

when you already had done that first

I don't know what you were trying to hide

You just left, little by little

do you ever think about me

I don't think so

maybe just when I come after you

I waste all my strengh on nothing

I'm tired

I need to let you go

But it seems so hard

I can't take it any longer

beacause there's no more hope

I´m tired of missing you

of loving for nothing

I don't think I deserve that

And I know that if I never write you again

I will never hear from you anymore

You just don't care

I tried no to believe

when that's the only truth in this whole story

I am always falling on the same mistakes

giving myself too much

believing in lies

for someone who just fooled me

sometimes I wonder if pepople don't have feelings

because they do to others what they wouldn't be able to take

a lesson learned never believe everything

lusty mouths only tell what you want to hear

so after they use you

they are gone and leave a broken heart

cannot understand how someone is capable of such things

I make a pact to myself

a promise sealed with tears of a bruised soul

don't ever fall in love again

it will only hurt you and make you blue and bitter