And I would do anything to have you now

I miss you in a way that you probably will never understand
Not only in the sexual way
Which makes me scream and shout
I miss your presence
The way we could be one day
If this ever could be possible
I miss your voice
Just the beat of your heart
And no matter how far
I never felt so close
But the why
I love you
With all my heart and soul
For everything and anything
I just know I feel safe with you
No matter what
And I let go of all the pain for just these moments with you
'Cause even that is paradise for me
And what i cannot ever tell you that
Even when i am with someone else
I close my eyes and i pretend is you
That's how much i need you
And besides the yearn and desire
There's the love
The stupid little things i love about you
And i feel i am being trapped
Cause as i love
I do anything to make you happy
But then i feel just used
And that i don't mean anything
But if i let go
Is just because you have no idea
How much i love you
And for this feeling i never felt before...
I just allow myself everything