This mess we're in

I need your presence
And you are never here for me
I think this is all wrong
I should move on
But then there's my heart
My reason say forget it
My heart say
Love it to the most
You are so far
Sometimes i dream this could work
But reality keeps telling me
It never will
You are the only one I gave my heart to
But it is a one way street
You are never here for me
And I am always there for you
This night was the worst
After everything we went through
When I thought you would be here
You were just gone
I am not a saint
But faithful to what I feel
And that's how I know
When I was healing myself from you
You just showed up
To make me hurt
"So if you love me, say you love me, but if you don't let me go"