There's no hope in you for me

If I could choose everything would be completely different

I heard some news today

And it broke my heart

I never know if I'm wasting my time

If I have to fight this

Or if I just should run away and never look back again

It just hurts to know it was all to waste

And I'm never sure about your feelings for me

It's all so dubious

Wish I could be strong enough to never look back again

And let you go

But you are my weakeness

I'm tired of trying tough

I'm tired of believing and hoping

You are never here

And will never be

If you don't love me

Why should I keep wasting my time

I know I will let this go little by little

Is just that and still want to believe

But at some point it will all be gone

There will be only memories

Of what it could be

You never try enough

While I try so hard

And that makes me cry