If

And when silence break in again
When there's nothing else to say
I wait for you to change this
But as I fill myself in expectations
I just receive emptiness on the other side
I feel used
I feel hurt
And lonely
Believing in someone that
Often fails on me
In fact, I am the only one to be blamed for this, for holding too much expectations
And to keep waiting everlong
For a word
For a kind gesture
For your presence
In any way
I'm always waiting
Hoping
For these moments
And keep waiting...
And hoping...
When on the other side
There's just silence
And here I am
As always
Needing you
Even if just in words
But as you come
Out of the blue
Then you go
Not even saying good-bye
As if I meant nothing
Just a regular company
For your lost nights
I wonder sometimes if you actually got any memories of me
Any rememberance of the moments we were together
Or if I am just vague words to fulfill some of your loneliness times
I guess I will never figure out
As you come and go as you please
Leaving me here always lost
Without knowing what I've done wrong