I can still fly with broken wings

And what the sky keeps telling me
Is that I'm here to learn a lesson
Challanges, obstacles, keep moving me forward
Life might not be as easy as I wish it could be
However is not so hard that I cannot handle the wheight I've been carrying
I think is a matter of taking smaller steps and slowing down the pace
I have this tendency to be always running against time
And for what
I try to runnaway from myself
Fom my feelings
From my fears
Even though they are still here within
And I am the only one who can change things
The feeling of being all alone in this world is not the most cheerful one
But sometimes it works to figure who I really am, what I want for life from this point
Learn about my needs
Just lay down in the dark, silent
Not even bothering about what's going on outside these walls
Just searching within what I have lost
My pride, a love, my broken heart not easy to put together, the yearn to live
The world outside is selfish and run over you
People don't care anymore about the little things, they are just worried to keep living their own lives without getting messed up
People live afraid of life
Scared of feelings
Society is getting numb
Life is getting dull and shallow
Sometimes I wonder if still there are reasons to keep going
If I could I would just hide from all of this
But so I would be just like anyone else
And one thing nobody will ever steal from me is my hope
My faith in doing the right things, in being real and telling the truth
My feelings are all I have
My nemories are all that is left
So I might as well wrap it all up
And keep moving forward
Believing someday
Maybe
I will find my answer
By now
I'll be trying to pick up the shattered pieces of what is left
Doing this huge effort to not look back
To not regret
To keep me silent
Keeping me away from my own feelings
Trying to cage all this love inside
When there's no one able to set it free