Washing away memories

No matter how hard I try
You are here
In me
And the hardest I try to forget
The more I think of you
And memories start to come
Like a movie in my head
And the one night I fell in love with you
Looking deep into your eyes
And we were free
At ease
Just hugging each other
With no idea of what could happen next
And from that night
You never left my heart
If only I could turn back in time
Just to live that once again
It was so pure and real
It was just us
Why it can't be like that anymore
I'm not ready to let you go
I wonder if I ever will
I only have one wish
And its you
Eventhough I have no more hopes it will ever come true
While there's love there's hope
But there's on part missing
In all of this
The true fact you don't love me
So what is lefr for me is to give time some time and cry over those memories to wash them away little by little
Each teardrop erasing a story unwritten