Searching for broken pieces of what I once was

Why is everything so complicated?
Why can't I just overcome this and walk away?
Sometimes I wish things could be different and that I didn't have all these feelings boiling within
Lately I am not what I used to be
There's somenthing missing
I cannot bear anyone else but me
And close my eyes and sleep
As a getaway to forget
And then I dream of him
So there's no scape
Just the burden of living the day by day
Hope I'll find myself again