The fake plastic trees

I never asked for anything
Never made any demands
All I tried to do was to reach him
Called for his love
Maybe instead of calling I was yelling
But that's all I have
And there's no way to reach someone who makes themselves unavailable
Maybe I was too blind to see there was nothing to reach for
I never expected anything but to have the chance to make him happy
And in the yearn to have it all
It slipped from my hands
I'm not even sure if it was all to waste
But one thing I know for sure
It was unique
And I might never feel like this again
'Cause it was never like anything else before
"...If I could be who you wanted, all the time..."